st00pkiddd

WOWWWW

2008-02-20T00:37:51Z

Fucking wow.

People dissapoint me.
i dissapoint myself.
>.>
WTF

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO SHITTY?!

Gahh whatever.
I seriously don't care about anyone.
EVERYONE JUST GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

>.>

<.<

klfmopjfqw

And also.
I feel like I am getting more unattractive each day.

I love this song right now.

2008-02-08T02:48:57Z

You know it's weird.
A lot of people hate on ICP, and until I met my brother I didn't give them much the time of day.
I mean, I had the occasional funny songs on burn CDs from like 6th grade.
But Now that I listen more, I don't think I could relate to anything else more right now.
Especially this song right now.

So anyway. I have been thinking about a lot of stuff lately.
And just how weird life is right now.
Also Just how much I miss people.

I had this weird dream. That my dad was like... trying to talk to me and all I did was cry.
I was trippin' too.
And then I told him that I'm doing bad in school because I don't have glasses O.o
Which ya know, I do need glasses!
I would just look way lame in them. Naw mean?

My head has been hurting sooo bad lately.
Hah, AFI just came on my iPOD.
I remember when I was in love with this bad.

So yepp. Anyway. I do not know.
My birthday is soon, and I am kind of excited but I'm not even going to do anything >.>
I don't even really have half the friends I used to because they all kinda just went their own ways from me.
Even if I were to TRY and stay in touch, it like wouldn't matter.
I wish I could just have a HUGE party for my birthday! But I could never do that for at my house.
Sometimes, I wish something interesting would just happen. Something suprising.
Or just something amazing with the only people I even love. :/

My friend asked me to go to a dance with her tomorrow. I feel bad cuz I told her I can't but really I just need some time to myself. I always feel like they are going to complain. I mean I love her to death, I just need to take like a break or something? Ya know?
Bah, It sucks that she's been kind of I donno. She just complains so much, and really it doesn't feel like she actually even wants to hangout with me ever. But maybe it's cuz my house is um "too far" merr.
I don't feel even comfortable around my friend Kelsey anymore. Just because of everything she said to me. It upsets me.
Speaking of kelseys! I really miss kelsey, I can't wait for her to come to MN again >.>

Hmph. Who knows.

>.

2008-02-07T02:43:35Z

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.

"This must be it, Welcome to the new year."

What is WRONG with me? I need help.
I do.

Wtf am I suppose to do?

Bah, whatevs..

"Why did I come here? Oh, why did I come here?
These humans all suck.
I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely.
I'm not trying to sound so insincere
but the postcard that's taped the the freezer reads
'wish you were here'
How I wish I could dissapear.

I'm trying to find out
if my words have any meaning.
Lackluster and full of contempt
when it always ends the same"

edit;;//

CAN I JUST GET LIKE 3 lines?!
THREEEEEEEEEEE.
That's all i'm asking.
Of course, it's gettin' hard to find.

>.>
WTFMATE

st00pkiddd @ 2008-01-31T22:54:00

2008-02-01T04:54:26Z

Woo, A new live journal.
I still love xanga.
But livejournal.. I mishededed youuuuuu.